Repost: No Mirrors, Please!

I hate mirrors.  Not because I’m ashamed of my wrinkles or my fat hips.  But because the face staring back at me now is not one I recognize.

I see someone who’s supposed to be me and can’t quite place her.

There’s a vague resemblance to the person that used to look me in the eye while I was brushing my teeth or fixing my hair.

But now, she is “other”unfamiliar, strange in a “slightly off” kind of way.

Read the rest here:  No Mirrors, Please!

Author: Melanie

I am a shepherd, wife and mother of four amazing children, three that walk the earth with me and one who lives with Jesus. This is a record of my grief journey and a look into the life I didn't choose. If you are interested in joining a community of bereaved parents leaning on the promises of God in Christ, please like the public Facebook page, "Heartache and Hope: Life After Losing a Child" and join the conversation.

2 thoughts on “Repost: No Mirrors, Please!”

  1. That first year I could not look in the mirror (at my eyes) at all. Now, after 2.5 years, I can look again but I don’t see my face, my hair, my skin. I see me. Sometimes that makes me sad and weary because that woman in the mirror knows all about grief and child loss. Other times I see in the mirror a new person that is maybe a little better version of the old one. Looking at my new, battle-weary face, I can see a person who has lived, sorrowed, and, by God’s grace, survived. But the old me – her I do not see.

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