The Problem of [Un]Answered Prayer

When it’s not your kid you can think of all kinds of lofty, theologically correct arguments or reasons for why God answers one prayer and not another–for why one person is healed and not another–for why one person survives a devastating-should-have-killed-him accident but not another.

But when it is your child that doesn’t survive or isn’t healed or is stolen through the violent actions of someone else…well, that’s a different matter entirely.

I prayed every day for my children.  I asked God to protect them, to give them wisdom, to draw them to Himself and to guide their steps.

I never thought I was “giving orders” to God, but I did expect that my prayers would be honored-that by praying in obedience to biblical commands and in accord with scriptural principles I was making a difference in the heavenlies.

Like Daniel, who received word that his prayers had helped Gabriel fight against the prince of the air opposing him, I sent my petitions as weapons and armor against any schemes of the evil one  that might threaten to undo my family. (Daniel 10: 1-13)

Herein lies the problem:   when things go well, when the job comes through, the test score is great and the person walks out of the hospital, healed and whole, we say, “God answered prayers.”

And I believe that He does.

But if we ascribe glory and praise and honor and thanksgiving for the blessings received, how are we to understand and talk about the ones denied?

The nation of Israel was looking for Messiah-expecting Him.

Yet when He came, most missed Him.  They had decided for themselves what He would look like, what He would do and how He would rescue them from bondage.

God’s ways are inscrutable.

I’m not arguing that prayer doesn’t matter.

It does.

I am commanded to pray. And God’s faithfulness to answer prayer is documented from Genesis through Revelation.

But I would argue that the way we speak about prayer, as if we understand how it works and how God works in it and through it, is often unhelpful.

The book of Job pulls back the curtain on what was happening in the heavenlies when God allowed Satan access to Job’s life.  We know that Job’s earthly suffering represented a testimony for God against the Accuser.

But there’s no evidence that Job ever knew.

There was no dramatic revelation by God to this man that had lost EVERYTHING except his own life (which he would have gladly given up) and his wife (who, it seems, went on to bear him more children-oh joy!). Instead, God confronts Job with questions, not answers.

My heart wants answers, not more questions.

I doubt that I will have them this side of heaven.

So I have decided to speak more honestly about my experience with prayer, to refuse to pretend I understand how it works any more than I understand how God breathes life into bodies or takes souls to heaven.

I will pray, as best I can-mostly recalling God’s own words to Him-and resist my desire to think that because I pray, I can direct His hand.

When Jesus was in agony at Gethsemene, He asked His Father to take the bitter cup from HIm, but in the end, submitted to God’s will and plan.

That is all I have left for me as well-to submit and be made into whatever God has ordained.

I will trust in the goodness and faithful love of my Heavenly Father, because He IS my Father.

I will lean into His heart even when I cannot see or understand the work of His hands and follow because He is the One Who will lead me Home.

he is faithful who has promised

Author: Melanie

I am a shepherd, wife and mother of four amazing children, three that walk the earth with me and one who lives with Jesus. This is a record of my grief journey and a look into the life I didn't choose. If you are interested in joining a community of bereaved parents leaning on the promises of God in Christ, please like the public Facebook page, "Heartache and Hope: Life After Losing a Child" and join the conversation.

14 thoughts on “The Problem of [Un]Answered Prayer”

  1. As always, I am blessed by your words. Thank you for your words and for your heart for all of us! It really does help to read your posts! Thank you!Shirley

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    1. You are so very kind, Shirley. I am thankdul that together we are stronger as we journey through the valley of child loss. I wish none of us were here, but I cherish your encouragement. May the Lord give all of us the strength we need to finish strong as we wait to be reunited with our children.

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  2. Thank you for the post. I am struggling with God as well with the same questions. I agree we won’t know the answers this side of Heaven but it does help knowing others are feeling this too. I am not alone in my struggle with how to pray to Him when He took my baby from me. Always love reading your posts. Keep up the good work!

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    1. I’m thankful the post is encouraging. I think one of the things we in the church often do is hide our struggles-as if it is “letting God down”. But, in my opinion, when we do that we actually shut out the very ones who are desperate to grab hold to the One Who is holding onto them. Even John the Baptist doubted, when faced with his own death-I don’t think it surprises God and it shouldn’t surprise us either.

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  3. I listen over and over to Hillary Scott’s latest song, Thy Will Be Done. YouTube it if you haven’ t heard it. I sing it though I don’t “feel” it so I can will my soul and spirit to submit to His plan in a way that will eventually bring Him glory.

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      1. “These trials will show that your faith is genuine. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold—though your faith is far more precious than mere gold. So when your faith remains strong through many trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world.” 1 Peter 1:7. Personally, when I read this verse I say to myself I never asked for praise, glory, nor honor when Jesus returns…usually only consider myself falling at His feet to offer all these things to Him…and would rather have my son back instead of receiving any accolades on that great day. But I cannot have him back, so I try to take as much comfort in this verse as I can thinking of it as a possible answer to “why” this has happened and believe that somehow all my prayers for protection over him were answered…just not in the way I had hoped.

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  4. So wise. I was in the store today and some woman had a shirt on that said , ” delight in The Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart”. Grieving my precious granddaughter, I just wanted to scream. Yes, I still believe in His Faithfulness and great Mercy but it’s hard to ‘feel’ it with so many questions. Thank you for your thoughts.

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  5. Thank you so much for this post. It has helped me tremendously! I have struggled with “why my prayers went unanswered concerning my child”. Like you I prayed for God’s protection for my son from the time he was born until he was grown. I would not let him walk out the door until I prayed with him. When he was deployed to Aghanistan while serving in the Army, I believe he would be protected and return home alive and whole. I believe it and he believe it, even though we knew he was going to be on the front line of war. I had faith that he would return. Now I feel like Shadrach…even if he doesn’t and he didn’t… Many of my Christian friends and many Pastors, Preachers, etc.. that I have listened to over the years since he passed have NEVER addressed the problem of Unanswered Prayers concerning the death of a child. I feel guilty when praying for someone else because in the back of my mind I’m thinking maybe this prayer will be answered and maybe it won’t. I always think not my will but your will be done. No one in my Christian circle has ever addressed unanswered prayers. When my son passed away, so many of my Christian Family and Friends referenced Joel and the ending of Joel’s story. I remember screaming, Joel had more children, I’m not going to have anymore children. He was my only child. I was a single Parent and 50 when he passed. Unanswered prayers are never talked about. This is the first time I have ever read anyone addressing it. It has given me comfort. You have written about thing that I often think about. Your posts have been such a blessing to me! I look forward to reading them everyday. It’s like you are reading my mind and heart. I thank GOD for you. God Bless You and your family!

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    1. Paula, I am so very sorry for your loss. I identify with your feeling of guilt when praying for others-so many people put faith in the prayer itself-and there is no way to know if God will truly answer as we pray. I am trying to be as honest as I can in posting about my journey. May the LORD give all of us grieving our children the strength for each day and overwhelm us with grace and mercy.

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