There are lots and lots of things in life where the distance between “good enough” and “perfect” really doesn’t matter.
I don’t aim for hospital corners while making my bed.
I cook without recipes-adding this or that until the taste suits me.
If I walk 8,567 steps or 10,291 steps I am not going to stress about it.
BUT-there is one thing I absolutely MUST get right.
My understanding of God-Who He is, Who Jesus is-matters for ever and ever.
I want to get it right.
I want to hear from the Holy Spirit and understand God’s Word. I need to figure out the basics even if I can’t fill in all the details because what I believe about Jesus Christ determines whether or not I will join my son in heaven.
I admit that I still struggle with reconciling God’s sovereignty and God’s goodness. I haven’t come up with an easy answer for why bad things happen in the world-often to people who don’t seem to “deserve” it.
But I am absolutely convinced that God is in control.
He is the Creator and Sustainer of this world. He rules and reigns from a place of power and glory and might. He did not make us and then leave us to our own devices. He is active, here and now.
I trust in God’s faithful, enduring love.
It certainly doesn’t always look like what I think love should look like. It includes allowing pain and heartache, dark nights and deep valleys.
Some He saves from the fire and others He gives over to tyrants.
But He also pursues me,
and sustains me.
He does not leave me to my own devices nor abandon me to my sin. He has provided a way where there was no way. His own Son’s blood is the Perfect and Enduring Sacrifice that gives me access to the Throne of Grace.
And I am convinced that the work He began in me-the work He began in Dominic-He is faithful to complete it.
I don’t get to see the finished product yet.
It’s frustrating, frightening and painful to wait for it to be revealed.
But I believe with my whole heart that it will be one day.